Friday, May 05, 2017
0505
When you wake up from a bad dream in a cold place; with undigested food you ate alone; and you knock on locked doors looking for a familiar face; you meet what seemed to be a heart of stone.
Then you go back trying to recall; the last comfort you fell into; you just knew you dropped the ball; and you reason what seemed to be true.
That things have always been the way they were; you can't get love, life, hope, or care; the way you sent those things out there; or the way they seemed to have played fair.
9knots | 11:32 pm
| and the world is mine
Friday, January 29, 2016
This Chapter
Rachel: Well, just because it happened that way for them doesn't mean it has to happen that way for us.
Joey: Yeah, yeah... Absolutely. I mean, just because something's difficult doesn't mean that you quit.
Rachel: Right, totally.
Joey: Yeah, so we just keep trying and trying until we... do it.
Rachel: Yeah, and if doesn't work, then we'll be just one of those couples that never have sex.
Joey: That's a... pla-an.
Joey: (sighs) Wow... I did not see this coming.
Rachel: I know.
Joey: I don't get it. I mean, I was so sure this was what I wanted.
Rachel: Hmmm... Me too...
Rachel: I wonder how Monica and Chandler could do it?
Joey: I guess they weren't as good friends as we are.
9knots | 05:51 am
| and the world is mine
Monday, May 25, 2015
Eden
It could be the start of a new adventure or a
continuation of an adventure started years ago.
The prospect of setting foot to that distant little
island again shakes up the settled serpents from within.
A throw in on a gamble that seem to be going
viral is unleashing palpitations and cold sweats.
But the deal is being weighed on.
What the hell am I getting myself into?
"I cast this spell, pray do tell,
smooth sails and fair tales
clear up the road from my abode,
That what ever fear that may come near
be turned to flowers and great powers
and I shall be protected and be granted
access to the lands of golden and Eden."
9knots | 07:34 pm
| and the world is mine
Thursday, February 19, 2015
Thank you
Thank you for loving me in a way that I will never understand.
With a love that's not predictable to me
With a love that I'm not familiar with
With a love full of surprises
When I'm getting ready to open my umbrealla for some rain
And start putting up my walls expecting pain
You come arriving with breakfast
And kisses that last
Then I'll end up in tears
For the fears you took away
Because I will never see
The how and why you love me
9knots | 09:09 pm
| and the world is mine
Friday, June 13, 2014
Send me
Would you mind sending me a smile?
A smile that travels in miles?
It will pass through strangers
Through the young, the old, and lovers
It will spread in several lips
And multiply by heaps and heaps
That by the time it reaches me
I would smile back quickly
And before you even knew
Your smile will be back at you
The world is now a happier place
Because of that smile from your face.
9knots | 05:46 am
| and the world is mine
Tuesday, June 03, 2014
Prism
Why tame a heart, why not let it breathe?
Why make it suffer with a certain defeat?
Why complicate what is so simple to feel?
Why ask when you can see what is real?
Why overshadow today with the fear of tomorrow?
Why mask a smile with a doubtful brow?
Why focus on a scar written in a healing heart?
Why not turn your back, from pain you depart?
Why claim a broken wing when all the wind’s asking you to fly?
Why stoop and stay down? Why not give it one more try?
I may never be yours. You may never be mine.
I may never claim your heart. No time can define.
But at least now with you, now I try.
With this heart, with all I am, until you say goodbye.
If it's my goodbye you're waiting for
Then why would there be more in store
When one day it will rain and pour
And we will waste a little bit more?
I spent enough tears
To give in to all these fears
I'm scared but I'm all in
It's too late - I'm falling.
Your goodbye's what I dread to see
When you turn your back, never to look at me
When your tear's with a frown, a painful sob
When all the smile from your lips I rob
I may not be sure what tomorrow may bring
But while here with you, I'd let the angels sing
Hear their soft laughter as they create our world
As our life's love story prevails and unfolds
And I may still be afraid to make promises
To not believe anymore on romances
But I want to keep it real than be blinded
I'd rather be firm, honest, and grounded
Yes, tomorrow is quite uncertain
You can break my heart in shards of ten
Yet, I gambled the rest of my being
All or nothing - I'm betting everything.
I aim nothing but to make you happy
You would never need promises with me
I care not what empty words deliver
All I am, to you I've surrendered
I know how shaky your past has been
I cry inside, but I keep things thin
I want to take your heart away
Keep it in store, protect from every prey
I try to mask the worry that I feel
With you my love, my fears became real
But through all these, you know I wouldn’t leave
Who am I to fool? My heart I can't deceive
9knots | 02:51 am
| and the world is mine
Tuesday, May 20, 2014
Lashes
I chased after shooting stars
Mapped the sky for Venus and Mars
And I turned to look at you
Maybe you don't have a clue
We claimed the night until the morning
To another clueless beginning
That maybe this is something new
But who knew? Who knew?
And you boarded bus number five
I hoped and longed to be alive
And I turned to look for you
Maybe you didn't have a clue.
I know you're afraid, believe me dear so am I
But though I carry a shaking heart, I can't help but try
Your laughter melts all the fear away
Your smile keeps me floating, touching stars astray
Watching you sleep, rested upon my bed
Feeling your hair, inhaling your scent
Hearing you breathe as your body rises and falls
Listening to your heart as my name it recalls
Finding it hard to carry on
Maybe this time cupid won
How can I function just the same
When it's my heart I had to tame
I remember your kisses and your lips
Is this for now or for keeps?
Because I'm scared but happy
Am I to betray all that in me?
9knots | 09:52 pm
| and the world is mine
Saturday, May 10, 2014
And wait
And it began with "hey pretty"
Wait, what? Pertaining to me?
And I am with a wide grin inside
Wait, chill, nothing is implied
And it's with a breezy glance
Wait, what? It's more than once
And I can feel your warm stare
Wait, are you even there?
And its clock stopped on today
Wait, what? It's a Saturday
And I folded this little insanity
Wait, would you remember me?
9knots | 10:11 pm
| and the world is mine
Tuesday, May 06, 2014
+37
I listen to you as you sing that song
A song that I haven't heard for so long
I find myself humming along to the melody
And blending along its symphony
I listen to you as you lie that long
A lie that we both know was so wrong
I find myself nodding along to your symphony
And knowing very well you're lying to me
But I did not turn away or refused to hear
To your "oh baby, I wish you were here"
Because I wrote that song long ago
And I deserved to hear it with its flaw
I watched you unfold before my very eyes
The poison that muffled all the numbing cries
You didn't know the curse that song could bring
To whoever should ever have the guts to sing
The devil is never ugly nor resides in the dark
Temptation is very attractive playing a sweet lark
I listen to you as you sing that song
I wonder why and I wonder for how long.
9knots | 08:01 am
| and the world is mine
Thursday, April 24, 2014
Choose
People truly care when they grow each other
Like watering plants everyday or not plucking the flower
We allow things to bloom, and understand why they wither
And like some hearts, some are hard and some are tender
Sometimes it's enough to listen than to help destroy
Memories that brought tears or a sense of joy
We will never truly understand how it did feel
We can only imagine and forge what was real
Before we share our thoughts, examine our intention
Do we put up walls or burn bridges for liberation
Because it is a disgrace to make the world smaller
By encouraging hate and refuse to be better
Love is never selfish, nor is it tolerant of anger
It is pure and understanding and aims to be bigger
Bigger than the pain, the deceit, and the lies
Bigger than for ever, and bigger than goodbye's.
9knots | 02:52 am
| and the world is mine
Never stop asking
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